Thursday, November 19, 2015
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Sunday, November 1, 2015
Things I have made
You found me
You have some hold on me
No one knows
Where you came from or how you got here
But somehow you found me
Now I don't know where to turn
Everywhere I turn and there you are
Voices in my ears
Visions of our souls meshed into a mangled web of lies
Ripping heart strings
Stealing thoughts, moments embrace in my minds imagination
Lost in my mind a world totally a blur
A blink of an eye
One heart broken
One tear released
Everywhere I turn and there you are
Voices in my ears
Visions of our souls meshed into a mangled web of lies
Ripping heart strings
Stealing thoughts, moments embrace in my minds imagination
Lost in my mind a world totally a blur
A blink of an eye
One heart broken
One tear released
Played
I don't want to be played
I want to know you cared
I took a leap of faith
I want to know you dared
My sister
My sister
I went to reach for my phone today to call you and just say hey
I wanted to tell you so many things that I had to say
I had secrets I wanted to share and memories to replay upon your listiening ears
I had laughter to share and silly things to say
I wanted to say things that are just so me and hear you say " oh dee!" and laugh cause you know that is soooo me!
Or hear you say how much you miss my crunchy chicken or my barbeque sandwhiches
I liked when you said " Dee your the pretty one" Because you knew it made me feel good.
I wanted to say " Were both pretty in our own way"
I wanted to say , we have had some hard times but look where we are.
We had some sparkles of joy scattered about like the glistening of the snow
on the ground on a cold winters day.
And more and more I just wanted to pick up my phone and just say hey ...it's going to be ok
I wanted to tell you so many things that I had to say
I had secrets I wanted to share and memories to replay upon your listiening ears
I had laughter to share and silly things to say
I wanted to say things that are just so me and hear you say " oh dee!" and laugh cause you know that is soooo me!
Or hear you say how much you miss my crunchy chicken or my barbeque sandwhiches
I liked when you said " Dee your the pretty one" Because you knew it made me feel good.
I wanted to say " Were both pretty in our own way"
I wanted to say , we have had some hard times but look where we are.
We had some sparkles of joy scattered about like the glistening of the snow
on the ground on a cold winters day.
And more and more I just wanted to pick up my phone and just say hey ...it's going to be ok
Sisters
Running in the grass hand in hand
Playing chase in the sand
Bubbles blown and hopscotch played
Bedtime whispers crept into day
You pushed I shoved
We cried
We hugged
We fought and we laughed
We knew where we stood
I would protect you and you protect me
This is how it would always be
Then one day you left me alone to hold my own
No one will know the sister love we have known
Missing you on your birthday! Love your sister forever..dee
We cried
We hugged
We fought and we laughed
We knew where we stood
I would protect you and you protect me
This is how it would always be
Then one day you left me alone to hold my own
No one will know the sister love we have known
Missing you on your birthday! Love your sister forever..dee
Haunting of my soul
When darkness creeps outside
Coldness smothers me inside
Your voice is loud
Making my heart beat faster
The tunnel of pain
elopes my brain
I know this place called fear
That control you have of bringing it near
Right up close
in my face
That heat
The anger
Your hateful words ringing in my ears
Your anger felt upon my skin as you feel the need to make me suffer your pain
To realease it deep from your veins
Exploding in anger from kicks to my curled up body lying on the floor
To your hands around my neck pushing out the breathe you want to own
You make sure I feel your pain
Unleashing it on my flesh and soul
As if your anger wants to swallow me whole
I close my eyes
Open a door and escape into the darkness feeling no more
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